My Transsexual Valentine
This entry was posted on 2/14/2008 12:33 PM and is filed under uncategorized.
As a single transsexual woman Valentine's Day has always had this ability to make me feel like I missed it, whatever it may be. A woman wants a man who, to her, is big enough that she can walk gently through his shadow. A man that changes her gravity. Someone she can dream of, not suffer dissappointments over.
Men always ask, "What do women want?" I of course can't speak for every woman only myself but what I hear from women more than anything is dissappoinment. Men letting women down. I need a hero, not a "beer"-o.
Stepping to the real is brutal yet essential. I am a firm believer that you teach people how to treat you. You decide what you will or will not tolerate, accept and revitalize. If you are standing in a line, are you choosing to stand in a line? There is much in life we can not control. When it comes to love we can not make love happen if it is not there but we can fruitfully manage it when it is. We do not have control, what we have are choices. If he leaves, he chooses to leave, all you can do it accept and control your own path. If she choses to demarcate her promises, that is her choice, take what you feel from these things and honor your own heart. Don't let love become something you don't touch because it hurts too much. Even the tail of a rose has thorns. Sometimes... it is you.
...Because if he can change then I can chance then you can change they we can change... where will you donate your attention?
True love is something that is dedicated and devoted and strong. Not everyone gets to know it. Someone that will run to you down whatever road. In a world obsessed with false idols we often don't awaken to what the truth is until our youth is harvested. What if we had that time back? What if we never lost it? A chance to get it right... this time.
